I mauled that one word around for a day or two, and you know what?? she is right. I feel empowered. This past weekend, I didn't cry once, I went Kayaking, I watched a really good movie, I went over to Katies to wash my laundry. But there were times I came home, just to sit, just to reflect, Just to be with me. I decided I didn't have to runaway from being "alone" I had to embrace it, it is what it is. IT is my NOW! It is 100% our choice to change the attitude to a positive one........ and I choose to embrace being alone, after all I am not alone, I am never alone!!! and I have incredible family, friends, and my coworkers are in a beautiful class by themselves.
My apartment has became my very own sanctuary, when i walk in here, there is an incredible energy of peace, safety and comfort. I always look forward to coming home, its like the softest blanket covering my soul. And my favorite time of the day is 5 am, I wake up, not bothering anyone, put on my favorite music, sit in old Bills chair, drink coffee out of my favorite mug.... and I write in my journal, I write letters to God, ( at this point i don't share them, they are just between He and I.) there is so much comfort doing this. and when I step out of my home, and turn the key to lock the door....... and walk to my car...... I feel peace, I feel blessed............. and I feel Empowered !!! Choose to have a blessed and empowered day today, choose to be kind to one another, choose Love
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