One day a week, I stay at my daughter Katie's house. we usually watch one of our cooking contest shows, i do my laundry, we order out, and just relax, and i have a lot of puppy cuddle time !!! and i have my own room so i sleep over, I usually get up early (5 am) get my coffee and chill with the dogs until Katie finally wakes up. This morning i was just tired, didn't even finish my coffee, and fell asleep until 8 (*which is unheard for me,) still feeling tired, came back to my apartment did a few things, etc. and ended up taking a nap, it was one of those naps that I was aware that I couldn't wake myself up, I am all for naps, I think they are healthy, and 20 to 30 minutes is usually enough just to energize me... but today it was 90 minutes....... still waking up tired I made my cup of coffee with heavy cream, pumpkin pie spice, monkfruit and 1 TBS of butter... it was after that I finally started to feel my energy come back........ and have my house cleaning done, laundry hung up and put away and even enjoyed my Boxing workout........ have i mentioned how much i love my boxing workout yet ????
I miss old Bill, but i just sense that he is happy that I am so happy. I really do feel that we are still connected and that gives me peace!!! You know we don't really die, our souls just go into a different dimension and humans just can't seem to understand or see this. But i do know this, the same connection i felt when i first met him, where i had the overwhelming sense that i knew him forever. and the same connection i had with him when he was alive...... I still feel that!! and I think that is why i feel so much peace and happiness...... my soul still knows his soul. death really can't separate souls, it just separates the human body
Tomorrow i may go out for a little hike around the lake, after all it's going to be a hot and balmy 23 degrees Have a blessed day. and be Kind to each other.......
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