I absolutely love my job, and who i am working for and with. I am learning to work full time in one place. I have always worked part time, but for many years i had two or three part time jobs. so most of my week is very busy. and on a weekend if i had the choice to go to a party, or sit at home and listen to a book, I would pick being at home every time. I don't feel lonely or isolated. I feel peaceful, content and joyful. It has taken me 54 years, but I am finally learning to love who I am, where I am in the moment, I am learning to forgive myself for my past, and not worry about my future...... I am learning the peace and joy in Living for Today ONLY!!! So i do balance my solitude with social and it works for me. I think the thing i am looking forward to the most in having my own place is the freedom to wake up early in the morning, Katie does not mind but when i stir, the pets stir and then of course Katie wakes up ...... 5 am is just a little too early for her LOL. Please be at peace, be Kind to one another.... and the next time you're alone, take a moment to do a self check........... are you in a space of Solitude? or are you in a space of Isolation?
My Diabetes diagnosis is not a life sentence, I would like to try and honor my Brother Chris and his memory. who died way too young due to chronic issues with Diabetes
Saturday, September 11, 2021
Solitude Vs Isolation
I am really enjoying my alone time right now, my hikes, I am going by myself, and even Katie seems to understand this as she usually pouts when I tell her i don't want her to come. I should be able to move into my apartment next week. Staying with Katie has been wonderful, but both her and I need to get back to a routine, hers is to get back to the way it was before i moved in completely. And my routine, will be something new and completely different that I will be starting and forming.
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